Hi. This update is for Zie. She told me to update my blog so here I am updating it.

There was a prom auditions yesterday and I don't think that I played that well. I played Collision by Howie Day and If It Means A Lot to You by A Day To Remember. I only just learnt Collision like 4 hours before the auditions so it didn't sound as nice as is should have been. I know that I can do better than that. Oh well. A day to remember was better but Zie, Mary and me have to really pratice more.

My grandfather just passed away yesterday noon. It has been hard for him but he is finally in a better place. My grandmother has a fractured her leg too. She fell in the toilet and her knee cap got fractured in 3 places. Ouch. I was up like the whole night making sure that she was ok. I only had 3 hours of sleep and I feel dead tired. A new chapter in life is here and I am ready.

Term exams are just next week and I have to help with all the funeral things and stuff. I need to study!!! I am really hoping that there will change in my results. Study hard TIM!!! Sigh. School. Life. Studies.

My grandfather just passed away. Sigh. Exams and just next week too.

Damn.........

The past will come back to haunt you and I have dealt that. But now the person that is part of that bad past comes back and disturbs you. I didn't mean it but I got really pissed at school today. I smashed my hand into the wall in my outburst and not my hand is slightly swollen. I have no idea to do now. I wonder and think of how to deal with this problem. Sigh. This could be one of the hardest problems that I will have to do.

Happy Birthday me. (so perasan)

Yeah. Here comes my driving license. I am now officially 17. =) Yea!!! I still haven't celebrated it with my parents yet. That is next week. On my birthday, some of my closest friends brought me out for dinner. We had steam boat buffet. AWESOME. After that we went secret recipe for cake. Double awesome.=P I had no time for a photo cause the moment the cake came and it was gone. haha. The next week, I was supposed to go out for a movie with Mary and Zie. Unfortunately for Mary she couldn't come due to parental reasons. So it was only me and Zie at the end. We watched Cloudy with a chance of meatballs. It is now officially my favorite cartoon comedy movie. It is one of the most random and lame shows that I have ever watched.



Mmmmmmmm. Pancakes. =D



Next week I am celebrating my birthday with my parents which makes this like a birthday that lasted 3 weeks. lol.

Aaarrrggg!!!

I LOST A BET WITH CARMEN. Stupid 3oh3.

I want to forget.

You know how you try to forget someone but that person comes back again and again. I had a bad past with this person and it took really long to forget her. Her left a scar in my life that took almost more that a year to recover from. She disappeared and I managed to move on with my life but not as before. In some ways I thank her for making my a much nicer guy. I moved on with my life. I went back to school, made new friends, improving in things, and other stuff. But suddenly she came back. When I saw her I remember the things in the past that took me so long to forget. Now I am just trying to forget the same things that I forgot last year. Things suddenly are like slowly coming to how I was before. Sigh. I feel the same as I used to feel 1 and a half years ago.

To my BB friends

Here is a salute to my Boys Brigade friends who are getting promoted today and to does who didn't get promoted then keep on trying. Really wished that I could go for your awards day but I have to stay home and study. All the best.