Arggg.

I keep blanking out in my exams. Not all the subjects but some. I blanked out in my physics and add maths. Sigh. Sure fail. I really hope that my adverage mark up go up this 1st pre trials. I really hope that I don't muck up my chemistry test tomorrow. I really am dead tired after all this studying. Now whenever I go home and study I am blank. Sigh. I really need to get more sleep. I really can't wait for this Friday. Freedom!!! Need rest. aagggg. Ok. Not enough sleep. bah.

Exams!!!

The first pre trials are here and I am NOT ready. Yesterday I had add maths and I will be lucky if I am able to get 10%. I am so tired now. Later I have economics paper and later at the last period of school I have paper 2 for maths. I stayed up until like 2 studying for economics. I think that I will do ok for maths but economics is another story. I hope that can get some rest this Saturday. With a bit of study too. Then Sunday I will study biology and physics. I am so going to die. I can't wait for exams to end. Sigh.

Hi. This update is for Zie. She told me to update my blog so here I am updating it.

There was a prom auditions yesterday and I don't think that I played that well. I played Collision by Howie Day and If It Means A Lot to You by A Day To Remember. I only just learnt Collision like 4 hours before the auditions so it didn't sound as nice as is should have been. I know that I can do better than that. Oh well. A day to remember was better but Zie, Mary and me have to really pratice more.

My grandfather just passed away yesterday noon. It has been hard for him but he is finally in a better place. My grandmother has a fractured her leg too. She fell in the toilet and her knee cap got fractured in 3 places. Ouch. I was up like the whole night making sure that she was ok. I only had 3 hours of sleep and I feel dead tired. A new chapter in life is here and I am ready.

Term exams are just next week and I have to help with all the funeral things and stuff. I need to study!!! I am really hoping that there will change in my results. Study hard TIM!!! Sigh. School. Life. Studies.

My grandfather just passed away. Sigh. Exams and just next week too.

Damn.........

The past will come back to haunt you and I have dealt that. But now the person that is part of that bad past comes back and disturbs you. I didn't mean it but I got really pissed at school today. I smashed my hand into the wall in my outburst and not my hand is slightly swollen. I have no idea to do now. I wonder and think of how to deal with this problem. Sigh. This could be one of the hardest problems that I will have to do.

Happy Birthday me. (so perasan)

Yeah. Here comes my driving license. I am now officially 17. =) Yea!!! I still haven't celebrated it with my parents yet. That is next week. On my birthday, some of my closest friends brought me out for dinner. We had steam boat buffet. AWESOME. After that we went secret recipe for cake. Double awesome.=P I had no time for a photo cause the moment the cake came and it was gone. haha. The next week, I was supposed to go out for a movie with Mary and Zie. Unfortunately for Mary she couldn't come due to parental reasons. So it was only me and Zie at the end. We watched Cloudy with a chance of meatballs. It is now officially my favorite cartoon comedy movie. It is one of the most random and lame shows that I have ever watched.



Mmmmmmmm. Pancakes. =D



Next week I am celebrating my birthday with my parents which makes this like a birthday that lasted 3 weeks. lol.

Aaarrrggg!!!

I LOST A BET WITH CARMEN. Stupid 3oh3.